Sleepless, not in Seattle.

If only I could fall asleep sooner
I wouldn't have such deep
thoughts, pondering the meanings
of life and such,
Like I'm the most interesting girl
I've ever met. But
I'm really just trying to work out life
as if it's not one of those books where you make one wrong move
and after you turn to page fifteen
to find out
what the beloved heroine does,
She dies.
How arrogant of her.